addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
foot and knees, knees and foot.
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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my results are . bleagh. urgh. ickk. eeyuck.
getting weird injuries. knees and foot. didn't know that saying byebye to rectus femoris meant saying hello to knees and foot. i really really hope it's not sth serious. if not i'll just go. fall off my bike. hah. going to the docs tmr. -crosses fingers. i realise that i always suffer from the WEIRDEST things. piles, then the stomach thing. oh sick..endoscopy. alright at least x-rays don't hurt. RIGHT? they'd better not. nothing can compare to an endoscopy. -pukes at the thought of it.
they're leaving on sat!!! ahh. training's gonna be SOO lonely. lotsa stuff to do. work on lotsa things. bleagh. oh. and today the pot informed us that the fu nu dui zhang will be coming along. haha. haha. haha. the pot has plans for clarissa and i to get fu nu dui zhang to come for training. unfortunately, i'm not good at it. haha.
CHYNA. (as seb spells it). hm. hope it's gonna be beneficial and fun and that i'll come back feeling all happy and that i won't have any regrets.
meantime, i need to LOSE WEIGHT. excessive weight is just plain. demoralizing and depressing and disgusting.
PHILO AND PHYSICS to go. omg i'm so sick of school. gr. alright gonna sleep. sleep early! how fun :D